Sunday, May 24, 2009

Complacency

Things seemed to be moving smoothly in my life. I have chosen a future job, and city to live in for the next few years. But then a wrench gets thrown in the works and I start to question the directions I am headed in. What will actually make me happy? If I could find true love and settle down, would that be enough for me? Do I need to make a mark on the world? Would making a mark be enough without true love?

And with these thoughts running through my head again- will I prevent myself from getting anything done? I need to turn off one part of my brain and just get things done. I can analyse it all again this fall. So that is what I will do.

But I haven't forgotten. And I won't let myself return to complacency.